This year I have vowed to become a different person in all of my avenues of life. I have not set any certain or particular goals, per se, but am shooting for the broad stars to improve my life. I have had many things happen, both good and not so good, in 2005, and am happy it is over so that I may jump into the swell of hope that brings all procrastinators together every New Year.
Things definitely planned:
1) Lose about 20# that I gained when I quit ingesting all artificial sweeteners. I will still minimally use sugar-free gum in place of the 'real' stuff to keep the pearly whites happy. This is mostly in attempt to aid in asthma 'cure'. This weight loss will be mostly dealt with by being as 'intuative' as possible when eating. Eat only when hungry, then eat as healthy as I can depending on the type of food craved. I've longed to weigh in at a deuce, while being fit and lean...it has been said, it will be attempted. Definitally will hafta pump some iron to get there...from the current here.
2) I will try to keep this blog both alive, and as objective as possible. I will rant when needed, but will try to keep the self pity and loathing to a minimum for the sake of others. I originally began this as a small remedy earlier in the year, from a suggestion by The Jackal, to ease my MTB race woes. It has not worked as I thought and has become rather dark and whiney. I have put up a couple good posts, but I want to move away from that person.
3) Be a more attentive Father, spouse, family member and not so self-involved. Self pity, I have found, is an abyssmal pit of nastiness, and leads to all sorts of family issues. Not that my life is on the rocks, I just want to be all I can be when my wife, kids, and family are involved.
4) Do a better job at my new job. I was engraced a prestigious position within my foundry home. Not an actual "promotion", but a moral promotion. One where you are finally recognized for the grand job you have done. I am a worker that puts everything into the job...and I mean everything. I am compulsive by nature and when i do something well (work) I am all out. There have been musings of an actual promotion into the salary ranks, but I am happy with my current, "Trustee" (without guilt) position.
5) Be better as a home owner. I am a horrible procrastinator and want to move away from the meth addicts in my neighborhood soon, so I need to stay off my haunches and get some shit done. Git 'er dun!! Man I love that guy.
6) Follow up on my long time 'dream' of running a bike shop. Not to twist guts and send others reeling back, but I have wrenched on bikes (both mine and all others that ask) my whole life. I have done everything mechanically possible in the cycling, wrenching ranks except for actually welding up a frame...which I would like to eventually do. I am a crafty artisan of sorts that loves to dive in and git 'er dun. I once thought of running a 'Neighborhood Bicycle Repair' business out of my garage, but with the rather recent theft, I think it would be wise to keep that stuff somewhere else. It was bad enough having MY bikes stolen! I don't know how I would deal with myself if the same thing happened to someone else's bike while in my care. I have had my eye on a downtown Waterloo location for quite some time...I just need to do some real world research and make an educated, life-altering decision.
That's about all I can think of at the moment. 5:00am comes quick when up this late.
"...rally 'round your family with a pocketful of shells..."